OMFG I'm 30

I really didn't want to do anything at all for my 30th birthday. I've made life-changing decisions, celebrated my victories, and lamented my failures. Each one of them characterized different stages of my life. Looking back, I can say I am really not ready for the next chapter, and I certainly didn't want to remind myself of that by celebrating it.

But I did, because, fuck, I am 30.

I am, however, really grateful that

my friends and families are in good health, and I don't see any sign of regression.
my brother works for the company of my parent's dream, or maybe all fresh-off-college Taiwanese students' dream. He hates it, however.
my two closest cousins are experiencing best time of their life, in college.
I am not that much of a loner as how I imagined i was, I just live too far.
I am surrounded by people - despite where I live, both from Taiwan and US - who would still consider me as a friend, and share my laughter with. Thank you.

Things that sucked because I am 30 now